Do You Believe Long Distance Relantionship?

Whole day i asked myself one question do you believe in long distance relationship? Because of this question i almost had a small argued with my girl friend. I really give her too many promises until i feel that she hardly trust me. At first i tell her once i finish my internship i will back to KK meet her. But, now i still stay at KL without doing anything. Now, my dad tell me to work at KL but it seems easier for me to earn the money. Work at KK really hard because the salary is too low for me. I had promised her that i will start everything once i work at KL. This few days i already settle down to work at KL. Once i set for this answer, it makes my relationship with my girl friend become long distance. I really make her much disappointed my girl friend. The way i talk to her i really feel it. This time i really hurt her. No matter how i make her happy is no used anymore. I want her to trust me that i work at KL i still love her. From today i said this, tomorrow and forever is still the same word i will tell her I love you.

Do you believe in long distance relationship? Even herself no believe at all. She hurt before because of long distance relationship. I wanna tell her this time i really need you fully to trust me that i really in believe in this. Is already 3 months i did not meet my girl friend. I could tell you that i really miss her. Who said i do not want to meet her? If i have money to buy my flight ticket sure i will go meet her right now. Everyday before i sleep, i will think what will happen to our relationship on tomorrow. I feel like i'm very worst right now. Nothing i can help to prove it. Baby girl, should i say sorry to this that i break the promise i not coming to KK for work? 5 years only baby girl. Just give me 5 years everything will be back as the promise i tell you. Is that ok for 5 years?

Many friends told me why i do not want to bring my girl friend to KL. This matter i had think before. It really not work. My girl friend really scared to meet people plus she really dislike to communicate with other people at all. The safety in KL i could say 5 times worst than KK. Her safety work in KL i have to care of it. I also not allowed for her to work at KL. She could be easily get lie by other people. Dear, i just want you to believe in this. Maybe our fate is important but i trust this relationship will be much better for each year in long distance relationship. Dear, I love you!!!