Anyone know and understand the meaning of life? Could our life be suffer or easier? How was it? Can anyone answer it? Until now i don't know why i live at here and survive until now. What is the difference between educated life and uneducated life? I really don't know. It is really hardly for me to answer it. I have a story going to tell about life of patient.
Is it life become miserable for us? Could it be bring some special thing to our life? Is it like kiss, date, love, family and sex? When i look back my family photo it always remind back my eldest sister, Connie who had passed away for 2 years. It always took me think back the smile and laugh of her voice. Isn't really sweet? But, why always my tears will drop even though i tried to control myself.
She had had suffer a disease when she was born. The doctor said that she could survived for 12 years. Surprisingly, she had survived for another 5 years. All my family was took care of her very much. Whatever she want, my parents will tried their best to give her. Connie was very kind, generous, hardworking and brave. Whatever people want to do she really wanna give a try. Even thought my mum not allowed her to do it, she will said mum i really wanna try and i gonna make that i was safe.
My sister had stopped her education when she was in grade 4. I still remember when she in grade 4 she always fainted while standing too long in assembly hall. Every assembly, all student will have to stand but my sister could sit on the chair. But, she dislike it and like to stand at the assembly hall with other student. I had asked why she do not want to sit on the chair. She answered that she do not want looked down by other friends and want to be normal as all of us.
Sooner, she become very sick and my parents decide to stop her to school. They brought my sister to check up and doctor said it was better to stop study and let her rest at house. She need medical check up in every weeks and have to eat all these medicines. These medicines will try to stop her from getting disease but it will have side effect such as vomit and become bald. My sister was sad even she know she gonna leave in this world soon. She really mad she could not go to school anymore. She really hate to eat all these medicines. When she eat medicine, i will give her a candy so that medicine would not be bitter. Each time she ate medicine, she will very tired and few hours later she will vomit all the food that she ate just now.
The doctor said that the medicine was very powerful and surely had some side effect on Connie. Each time i looked at her face when she sleep, i speak to my heart that please!!!please!!! let me sister recover it fast. Even though she sick, she always try to make fun of me and play with me. My mum and dad really like to hear her sweet voice when she sing. Her smiling and cute face was make me feel she is the prettiest girl in this world. Every weekend my parents will bring us go to picnic at the park. My sister really like go to park because she could she the natural of green land and beautiful butterfly and insects at there.
One day, suddenly my sister was fainted and my parents rushed to send her at hospital. I was at beside her and said "Connie, Connie, please don't go away. I still need you to go out with me. When my sister went into ward i prayed to god that let my sister alive. My mum was worried and called my dad about Connie enter to hospital. My dad was rushed to hospital and see what happen to Connie. All of us were very worried about Connie. Few minutes later, doctor came out and told my parents that Connie had to stay for a day and can back home for tomorrow. Doctor also said that Connie could not live longer and we should prepare it. When my mum heard it, she was cried. My dad try to convince her and told my mum do not be sad.
Before i enter my sister room, my heart beat very fast. Is same like the horse run competing its horse racing. I started to asked myself why my sister become like this. Is there any solution to help my sister. When i enter the room, my sister called me to sit beside her. She told me "Bro, don't worry about me! I will stay at here for a night. Tomorrow i will back home and play with you" I was very sad because my sister do not want me worry of her. My mum used her hand to wipe Connie head. Connie tell my parents do not worry of her. She know how to take care herself and tell my parents to back home.
The next day, we received a call from hospital. My mum answered the phone and react nervously. My mum told me and my dad that Connie was very critical and need to go hospital now. When we arrive at hospital, doctor said that Connie could survive for a week. When i heard what the doctor said, i felt very sad. I felt myself very useless and could not help my sister at all. My parents went to visited her and she looked very ill. She asked my mum is it she going to die. My mum kissed her and hold her hands said that she will be fine and next few days will going to park again.
Few days later, my parents had get the permission from doctor that my sister could out from hospital for a day. My parents plan to bring me and my sister to park where we always hang out on weekend. My sister really happy and she make some stupid fun with me. I really like to see my sister smile and laugh voice. My father took many pictures with us and record video when we at park. It could be the happiest day that all of my family ever had. After that, my parents brought back my sister back to hospital.
When at the room, my sister keep smile and told us to take family picture. The nurse helped us took the family picture. After took the family picture, my sister had closed eyes and gone from this world. My mum keeps cried when saw my sister had passed away. I drop my tears at her face and keep called my sister, "Connie, wake up! Connie, wake up!"
That was the last time my sister took her family picture with us. That picture had put in our living room because our sister was always with us. There be no people to play and fun with me. My sister had left a diary for me and every night i will read it before i sleep. Even though my sister would not leave in this world but i know she was at sky seeing at me. Now, i already enter university and taking forestry course. I took this course because my sister really like the nature. At the end, i want to tell you that Connie, you are the greatest sister in my this world.
Isn't life too simple too for us? What you do if you can live in this world for another 24 hours? Just try to enjoy your life with your family. I'm sorry if my story was not nice and grammar make a lot of mistake. Hope you all enjoy it!!!
