Good or Bad Bf

For the past few months, a question always came across my mind how to be a good boyfriend? It is very easy to answer. Take care your girlfriend, protect your girlfriend, understand her feeling, and when she is unhappy you must be right beside her. It is easy to answer but have i ever done all this before. I admit that i never done this before. I and my girlfriend have been for 5 months but we have been together for the first month. The left i was at KL for my industrial training and find my job. I really not even at her side when she doing her research at island. I feel i very worst boyfriend that i ever knew. My dear, i'm very sorry for it!!!Last week, you had gastric. Vomit and faint, i also not there. I just knew by your message. I really disappointed myself why i was not at there when you sick plus i just only advice you. Huhu!!!For yesterday incident i also apologize to you. I treat my junior as a friend. Actually, i really caring all my friend. Any friends need help i will tried my best to help them. Maybe this is my principle of my life. Has a friend better than have 10 enemy. Today morning i know that u will angry of me. I really never saw you angry before until like this. I do not know how to make you happy of it and i not at your side also. I just know how to say sorry. I know no matter how i explain you will angry of it. Once wrong is wrong. I'm sorry my dear. I not a good boyfriend ever in you dictionary also. I just know sms and call you to care of you only. After my convo, i will try my best more often back to visit u. I'm sorry!!!