Wake up late again today!!! Is not 12 pm again but this time i wake up at 2pm..wtf!!! I forget to say goodbye to her at all.Ouch!!! Even a word to say goodbye to her also can't. haiz...I think is really hard for me to meet her again. Maybe next 8 months or maybe a year later or maybe forever won't meet up again. Why i become so useless? Why??? I started do not understand of myself. What can i do? Straight away buy a flight ticket to find her again?
She is one of my secondary school friend. We never had been in same class but she really make a lot of fun. I really to see her face when she were confuse or stress. The look of her stress will make me laugh and not worry of her at all. She really a brave and strong girl. I could admit none of my girl friends can be as strong as her.
Last time she had been coupled with one of my best friend. I felt sad for her that both of them broke and she had become illy sick. I still remember almost few days she did not come to the school at all. All of us start worry what happen to her. What happen to her? Why so many days she did not come to class? That's what i heard in school for past few days. There are even worst saying that she will died from disease. Omg!!!What happen to her? Is it she will be alright? Why suddenly she become like that? She such a kind and good girl and why become like this? All these are my questions that keep questioning inside my heart. I really hope that she will come back to school as normal and i can try to make fun on her.
Sooner, i could her back to school again. From her face, i could see that she really sick. I do not know how to going talk with her. Maybe that time i was teenager and do not know many things. Until, we all received offer letter from university and i heard that she going study same university with me. I meet her when i was open my bank account for my loan and i meet her again. It was almost half of month i did not meet her at all. I asked her that you will going study in ums (University Malaysia Sabah). She answered me yeah!!! But, until know i don't know want to study at there or not. Later, both of us study in same uni but her course faculty was in front of my course faculty. Sometimes, we will meet at bus stop to wait bus back to hostel or lecturer hall.
Even though we study in same uni, but hardly for us to meet at all. Just minor class for each semester we could meet. If we meet, we just waved hi and speak few minutes words. But, i tried my best everytime call her and chat with her. She used to tell me some of her problems in uni. After today, i felt that is hard for me talk in phone again. She had back to her home for practical for few months. A word said goodbye to her also don't have....At here i just want to say goodbye and take care yourself!!!
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